Dark was the Night: Archive

Dec 31st

What Goes On - Sufjan Stevens Woke up with Sufjan...

Dec 31st

Renewed

I am excited about the new year to come. 2009 has been a roller coaster of highs and lows. I feel as though I may have focused on the lows too much and lost sight of the highs. These last two weeks have almost embodied my entire 2009 experience, and instead of thinking of all those lows I want to recount some of the recent highs. All the time with my sister; inside jokes, guitar hero/rock band...

Dec 31st

You need kissing, badly. That's what's wrong with...

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Dec 31st

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Dec 30th

Dec 29th

Being a Good Friend

I am really trying to be a good friend. You know I have always wanted you, but you told me that is not the way you see me. I have accepted it and want to be your friend. It is a little unfair of you to try and kiss me while you are drunk, but it was not as hard to tell you no as I thought it would be. Seeing you passed out on my couch next to me made me realize a lot of things. I still care for...

Dec 29th

Apparently my eternal soul is not worth saving...

I love how my mother harasses me about going to church ALL week and then come Sunday, no one wakes me up. Never mind the fact that I said I would go and washed clothes just for the occasion…

Dec 27th

WTF

Why is it that I can not just hang out with the boys. For probably the first time ever all I wanted was to enjoy the company of long lost friends…but nooooo…it has to be weird…you have to get the wrong idea. John and Forrest have to try and save me from the mess I have inevitably created! Why can I not JUST BE FRIENDS with men…that’s all I want! Why can’t I just...

Dec 27th

I am tired.

I am tired of allowing other people to change my mood so drastically. (In my life why do I give valuable time to people who don’t care if I live or die? -The Smiths) I am tired of adults acting like children. I am tired of selfish and inconsiderate people. I am tired of being manipulated. I am tired of trying to be what everyone else wants me to be. I am just going to be me, if you...

Dec 26th

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Dec 26th

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Dec 25th

This so called holiday...

This is turning out to be the most stressful Christmas ever. My fear is that it is the first of many to come. I was really looking forward to this break after all the stress of fall term, but instead I have not had free time, not been able to sleep much and constantly made to feel as though I am disappointing someone. I can’t make everyone happy. There is no happy medium, someone is always...

Dec 23rd

Dec 22nd

No, I do not want to play Yoville, Fishville,...

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Dec 22nd

Dec 20th

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Reflections of the Morning.

1. I love that in NB my nose and hands are not frozen in the first 20 ft of my run. 2. Lauren Zettler was perfect company on my walk; wet pavement, overcast with the sun peaking through every so often. 3. Thanks to the man cutting his grass, just when I thought the walk couldn’t be more perfect…the smell of fresh cut grass mixed with the sweet humidity of recent rain. 4. Moment I...

Dec 19th